aja had her birthday party and a bunch of people came over. edo-sama and athena came though! :D I didn't even realize just how much I missed them until they were back. and HOCRAP, I MISSED THEM LOTS. XD; but yes. sarah, steph, rich, josh and kelly also came over, as well as some other people, but I had to leave before they got there because justin and I had a date. ^^

we went and saw Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. meaning I've now seen it twice. xD;;; I'm just that good. and it was just as good as it was the first time. I still loved it. ♥

after the movie, I was driven back to my house and justin stayed since he was invited to aja's party also. by that time though, only edo-sama and athena were still there. we ended up watching PotC 2 since Justin had never seen it! D: in the middle of the movie though, my friend who moved, lindsay, called and I ended up leaving the room and talking with her for like a half an hour, and for me, that's a long conversation on the phone. I hate the phone. xD; after the movie ended, everyone went home.

all in all, very good day. ^^

oh, btw.
MOVED;
re_evolve

if you still want to be my friend, go and friend me! :D

I'm so bored, I'm considering shattering my teeth.

...did I really just lose you as a friend?

I LOVED IT.

however, if you have read the book and plan to see the movie I am going to warn you, compared to the book the movie was utterly WRONG. practically everything was changed. xD I mean, it was more different than wrong, but there were some things that really were just wrong.

SO, if you are going to see this and read the book, be prepared for:

1. far too much emphasis on umbridge's control over the school. she was given power over the school in the movie that she never had during the book.
2. far too little emphasis on Harry's complete isolation from the wizarding world.
3. gangsta dudley. I KID YOU NOT.
4. a severe lack of ANGRY!HARRY.
5. a very different graup and different reactions towards him.
6. an omission of many scenes in the department of mysteries.
7. a bizarre disappearance of all things related to quidditch. QUIDDITCH? D8 WHAT'S THAT AGAIN? THERE WAS A HUGE PORTION OF THE BOOK ABOUT IT? REALLY? I DIDN'T REALIZE!
8. NO DUMBLEDORE TEARS. ;~;
9. a scene between Harry and Sirius that just PISSED ME OFF. IT NEVER HAPPENED IN THE BOOK. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT?! THERE'S NO NEED FOR HARRY TO GET SMACKED IN THE FACE BY THAT.
10. too little Draco. T-T
11. many scenes that make you think either, "WHAT THE FUCK? THAT NEVER HAPPENED IN THE BOOK!" or, "HEY! THEY TOOK OUT THAT SCENE!"
12. weird Harry night terrors. "OMG! IT'S VOLDEMORT! WHAT'S HE DOING IN THAT SUIT!? HEY, WHY'S HE IN MY CLOTHING?! ...WAIT A MINUTE! WHY IS HE MY REFLECTION? ...oh wait, you say I'm dreaming? oh..."
13. WAAAAAAAY too much emphasis on umbridge.
14. a scene of snape's past that is waaaaaaay too short to make me happy.
15. a great lack of "OMG, HARRY ANGRY! OM, HARRY DESTROY OFFICE!"
16. too little with dumbledore.
17. none of umbridge's utter detest of half-breeds until waaaaay too late.
18. a very different feel entirely.
19. an uncle vernon that is NOT screaming. YES, I AM SERIOUS.
20. slutty bellatrix. WTF? I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING BOOBS!
21. missing characters. WAIT, WHO?!
22. totally unnecessary scenes that DEFINITELY could have been replaced by something relevant.
23. a disappointingly small amount of weasley twins mischief.
24. LACK OF FUCKING MAD HARRY.
25. magic that never actually happened and missing magic that actually did happen.
26. a creepy mrs. figgs. I mean, WTF? SHE'S SUPPOSED TO FUCKING PANICKED AND FURIOUS.
27. total butchering of the beginning. honestly though, it might be a perfectly fine beginning but the beginning of the fifth book is my favorite and since they drastically changed it, I'm quite upset.
28. SO MUCH EMPHASIS ON UMBRIDGE, IT'S FUCKING RIDICULOUS! I MEAN, COME ONE. TAKE THOSE FUCKING THINGS OF THE WALL! YOU NEVER HAD SOME MANY DECREES IN THE BOOK!
29. very little emphasis on the OWLS.
30. too little focus on the actual order of the phoenix.
31. a mansion that looks suspiciously like an apartment and a dark, foggy, frightening road that looks very similar to a normal road.
32. things that don't really make much sense if you didn't read the book.
33. a very different dumbledore.
34. the lack of something two of the main characters are quite proud of. OMG, RON AND HERMIONE ARE-oh... really? damn, that's a shame. --;
35. no dates.
36. no interviews.
37. little classes.
38. too little inside look of Harry's emotion.
39. too much UNDERSTANDING!HARRY.
40. out of character relatives.
41. moments of total LAME-ness.
42. too long scenes between voldemort and Harry.
43. punishments that never happened. THAT ONLY HAPPENED TO HARRY, DAMMIT.
44. little tonks.
45. both too much emphasis on centaurs and too little since someone is missing.
46. lastly (at least that I can think of right now xD), there as a severe lack of the RAW EMOTION that's in the book. so often in the book, entire scenes just feel like utter PANIC. other scenes, there's so much ANGER it's scary. then, there are tons of moments were Harry just has a completely body numbing sense of DESPERATION and ANGUISH, and in the beginning, complete ISOLATION. these emotions that one feels all too frequently throughout the book just aren't portrayed well enough in the movie, if at all. seriously, in the book, Harry is THROWING DESKS.

however, despite all these things I still fucking LOVED IT. I know with all those cons, you think I wouldn't have liked it. but that's just all the cons if you see it only as something based of a book.

as a movie, it was AMAZING. as a movie based off a book, it failed. ^^; BUT. even though it's totally different, I FRIGGING ADORED IT. IT WAS SOOOOOO GOOD. when you're watching it, just think of it as only a movie. trust me, it's worth the money.

and Dan did awesomely! 8D oh, and if anyone didn't know, Daniel, Emma and Rupert of all signed on for the last 2 movies! ^----------^

BUT EVERYONE, GO OUT AND SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX. IT FRIGGIN' PWNED. sadly, it kind of killed all desire of sleep I had. --; oh well, I'll manage.

SO, UH, YEAH! 8D;;;

sorry for that whole disappearing for 3 days thing. :D; BUT, I have good reasons!

the first day, I. YES, ROSE. made ICONS I ACTUALLY LIKE. if that's not proof that the world's going to come to an end soon, I don't know what is. --;

BUT YES! 8D; I made something like 87 icons from Queer as Folk in A DAY. and once again, I ACTUALLY LIKED THEM. considering the most icons I've ever really made in a day were maybe 12, and I liked only half of them, this is a HUGE improvement. but I was so happy with my icon making and absorbed in it, I didn't use the internet at all, except once to find lyrics to the song I was listening to while making said icons.

I'm not ready to post them yet, BUT FEAR NOT. IT SHALL HAPPEN SOON. ...though I really doubt any of you really care. does anyone on my flist even like queer as folk? xD; I'm totally in love with it right now (a fact I have neglected to mention on lj), but that doesn't mean any of friends likes it. xDDD;

anyways, the other two days I was at a folk festival that was happening about an hour and a half away. both yesterday and today we left early and got home late. but it was a very relaxing weekend because of it! :D there was tons of good music, and good shopping as well. I had lots of fun. ^^ I would have come on yesterday after getting home, but I'm not going to lie. ...there was a queer as folk marathon on and my husband (his name is hunter! 8D he's a gay hustler with HIV. when I become a man, he's mine. >3) was in nearly every episode! I had to watch! D8

but yes, now I have to go to sleep since I have to get up at 6:30AM so that I can read 6 hours of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix before kellzyz (kelly. one of my best friends since about 1st grade) comes over and we watch some bijillion hours of Scrubs since I got her hooked (to Supernatural too! >D).

but OMG, IS THIS AN EXCITING MONTH FOR SAD, PATHETIC, OBSESSIVE AND OH-SO-LOVABLE HARRY POTTER FANS LIKE ME! >DDDDDD a new movie and the last book! and I get to see my friend who moved, Jess, and bond over Harry Potter as we wait for our books and I'll hopefully see her at 12:05 on tuesday night to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix!

I'm so happy. ;~;

I officially have a journal for that manga I mentioned awhile back called Pulse. 8D;;; after so much of the manga plotted out in such a short time, I figured it should at least deserve an lj.

SO YES! 8D; anyone who wants to know how much has been added to the plot or who has absolutely no idea what I'm talking about and wishes to find out, just go to hearyourpulse! I still need to type up everything for it, but it should be finished in a few hours. ^^;

I'm so glad hearyourpulse wasn't taken though! 8D since I thought of the idea because of Origa's song title We Can Hear Your Pulse, it's perfect! pulse sadly took the name I would have preferred, but I figured it would be taken anyways. I'm happy all the same. :D

UPDATED 11:04PM: ...so I just finished typing it all up. 8D;;; I kept getting dragged away from it. --; but it's finished now!

if any of you actually read it, you are scarily amazing. xD

WHAT IS WITH THESE FREAKING SPIDERS? TWICE TODAY I HAVE NEARLY DIED OF A HEART ATTACK BECAUSE OF THE FUCKERS. AJGV;AFJ;AGVUGVJAKUHAGFEWJFVEHAGFWGFY

I got into the shower today and as I'm wetting my hair, I turn to the left corner, and without my glasses (and I have terrible vision), I see this FREAKING HUGE SPIDER. I mean, IT'S LIKE THE SIZE OF A FUCKING GOLF BALL, IF NOT BIGGER. THAT CANNOT BE NATURAL. anyways, five seconds later, I'm out of the friggin' shower, wrapped in a towel, half way down the stairs, screaming for aja to come kill the freaking thing! I just COULDN'T TAKE A SHOWER with that fucking thing IN THERE.

now, about three minutes ago, I nearly died of a heart attack when I looked behind aja's laptop and saw this HUGE MOTHER FUCKING SPIDER, maybe a tiny bit smalled than the first. and even worse, THE FRICKING THING JUMPED. after having aja hunt for the thing in the giant mess that is out computer desk, and only manage to see it but not KILL the bastard, I have moved my laptop to the other side of the room and am now typing this out while sitting on the couch. THIS IS JUST NOT RIGHT. I SHOULD NOT BE AFRAID TO SIT AT THE COMPUTER DESK I SIT AT ALMOST EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE OF A FRIGGING SPIDER. but I just...I CAN'T SIT THERE, knowing the thing is still alive.

god, this is so fucking frustrating. I've been trying to get over my phobias lately, and thanks to scrubs, I'm slowly getting over my fear of needles. but I just CAN'T seem to get over spiders! I see one and I freak out. I can't not. I try to but I fail. just the thought of them crawling on me makes me shudder. x.x; even now, probably 10 minutes after seeing the fricking thing, I still am feeling nervous and gittery, and shaky and I still have that tense feeling in my muscles that comes from suppressing shudders and the sluggish sensation that's a direct result of my momentary panic. I can't friggin' stand this. I thought I was getting over my fear. obviously I was mistaken.

great. now I feel a headache forming.

well, the weekend was fun, but we didn't do much. xD;

on thursday, we got there early enough to eat a piece of fruit and then go to bed. xD;

friday, we went to a baseball game. I really have no interest in baseball, but we really went for the fireworks afterwards. they were friggin' awesome and always have been (we've gone to these games a lot). the fireworks feel like they're right over you. it's so cool. *___*

saturday, aja and I caught up on naruto, both the manga and anime. we were so far behind! D8 later we celebrated aj's and our aunt joan's birthdays. ^---^ aj got a bunch of manga and Pan's Labyrinth. and as our family tradition (though this is the last year it'll exist x.x;;), I got my one present. HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE. THE MOVIE. can you believe I didn't have it?! we ate cake (it was yellow with strawberries and blueberries on top!). I slept through all my anime though. ;~;

sunday, we watch HPatGOF. friggin' awesom movie! X3 ...you know, if you completely erase the plot of the book from your mind. ^^; I still love it though. xD; after, my mum, aunt, aja and I went to our aunt's friend's house so we could take pictures of her garden. it was so pretty! *______* it had a built stream (with a real frog), and soooo many varieties of flowers, all neatly organized and well cared for. despite that, I still spent most of my film taking pictures of her patio table BECAUSE I'M THAT AWESOME. 8D;;;;; it was a nifty black one and it was hole-y and had the neatest pattern! D8 then we went to annie's book stop so aj could spend her gift certificate she got from our aunt there. I can't even remember what she got. xD;

but yeah, it was fun. I spent a lot of time working on improving my selective coloring skills by making ayu icons also. I might end up posting them once I actually make enough.

I'll be gone until monday. again. >>;

I might be able to snag a connection while there, so hopefully I'll be able to get on.

BYEAZ~ 8D;

that whole coming back on monday thing? yeah, kind of died.

OH WELL! 8D;

'ELLO AGAIN FLIST! YOU WERE MISSED!

I'll post something actually relevant later but right now, I wanna respond to all my comments. XD

just to make this entry worthwhile though, uh...I KNOW!
*GIVES EVERYONE PORN A COOKIE!*

BETTER? 8DDDD;;;;;;

I'm going to be gone until very late sunday night. WE'RE GOING CAMPING! 8D;;

see everyone in a few days!

I was just in the kitchen getting myself some cheese to eat EXTRA SHARP CHEDDAR FTW! and out of the corner of my eye, I notice something on the floor.

so the ENTIRE TIME I'm in the room, for some reason that god only knows, I have this feeling of apprehension and my ankle has this itching sensation like it expects the thing to FUCKING LUNGE AT ME AND BITE MY ANKLE.

after a minute of feeling like my foot was going to be bitten off, I finally decide to look down at what my brain is convinced is a danger to me, and see it's a fucking bag.

MY BRAIN THOUGHT A FUCKING BAG WAS GOING TO BITE OFF MY ANKLE. WTF?

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since 7th grade, I've been working on this plot for a manga, and I'm seriously in the love with it. xD; but in particular, I'm in love with the main character, Noroi-Inu, the oh-so-unique half wolf demon with white skin, white hair, and one yellow eye and one pale blue one, and absolutely no figure and a giant kickass sword. 8D;;; I've been working on her and the whole plot for something like 3 years. the manga is called White Hell, and it has the most complicated and detailed plot I could possibly imagine I think. XD;

honestly though, I only started using the name noroi-inu when the site I was making an account for already had the name tsukikage taken. that was my old name. 8D; I'm glad I stopped using it and started using noroi, since she's my lesbian lover. 8B (the fact that she's completely in love with someone else is TOTALLY NOT THE POINT.)

TAGGING: ANYONE WHO HASN'T ALREADY DONE THIS AND IS MY FRIEND, YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

well, this is a disappointment. I got voted off animanga_lims after only 2 rounds that I participated in. it was defintely not my best icon, but still, I didn't think it was that bad.

( my critiques )

get along with my sister. it's as simple as that.

you can try hiding any fights you have with her from me, but in the end, I'll know all about them because aja and I tell each other everything. hiding the fights will accomplish nothing and will not keep us remaining friends. just don't fight at all. it's that basic.

before I continue, I want to say that while yes, this post was inspired by recent drama with josh, this is not directly aimed at him. so please no getting upset gee-nii-san, because I'd like to prevent anymore issues between us.

this post is to everyone. if you want to be my friend, you have to get along with my sister. I don't care whether you're best friends or if you just acknowledge each other's existence without any bitterness between you two. you just have to get along.

my sister is the person I am closest to in the world. if you upset her, I get upset with you. it's the same with aja too. if you upset me, she's going to be upset with you. so just don't start fights or make problems. if something is wrong or bothering you about aja, say it nicely and try to fix it.

it's not even that I won't be friends with you if you can't get along with her. it's that I can't be. it just won't work.

so yes, you like me? AWESOME! 8D don't like my sister? SUCKY! D8

please, if you wish to be my friend, you've got to try to be civil with my sister. otherwise, our friendship won't work out.

OH. MY. GOD.

I am sooooo sick of this.

josh, aja can't pay you back. why? because we're broke. broke as in, "hey, aja and I need summer clothes because nearly all of it is too small and new bras because they only ones that still fit are broken." "sorry, we can't. we have no money." yeah, she spent $20 on herself recently, buying herself 2 manhwa. but she just spent $60 on her parents. and she's wanted those manhwa for something like a year and had resisted buying it for that long. so stop being petty and demanding. we're broke. and we don't just mean us personally, but our family. you're not. don't ask for something that we don't have enough of. and yeah, we've owed you money for awhile, but if you can't just suddenly demand it. it's not like you won't get your money. we just can't now. if your mother is so mad at you for having no money because you keep lending it out, a good solution would be to stop lending money to people.

honestly josh, if you really want to continue being my friend, you wouldn't be demanding money from my sister. I don't know if I can be friends with you if you keep doing things like this to he person I'm closest to in the world.

and Gee-nii-san, I love you to death and probably always will, but stay out of this. when we were the ones who were being victimized, you wouldn't get in the middle and stop it. when you think josh is the victim, you're instantly defending him and attacking us. you told us you weren't going to get in the middle of any fights. ...so why are you if you think josh is being attacked, but not when we are?

sorry for kind of disappearing again. xD;;

but the day before yesterday was my last day of school! 83 and my friends and I celebrated by having a party. it was small, with only 8 people (2 guys, 6 girls), but it was soooooo much fun. I never realized how good friends they were before then. xD all we did was talk, eat pizza, discuss sex (kayla stumbled upon a sex book and opened up to a page on circumcision, which she knew nothing off. that was quickly changed), play so game called imagineiff, dance stupidly to songs like the macarena and the YMCA, burn papers from the classes we didn't like, make smores and play truth or do. xD;; all amazingly and stupidly fun.

AND I STRIPPED! 8D ...ok, I was dared and I only took off my pants. xD;;; but they guys were all gone by then so why would I care. I mean, "OMG. THAT GIRL IS TOTALLY CHECKING ME OUT AND I AM SO DISTURBED, EXCEPT...YOU KNOW, I'M BI AND DON'T CARE. ...HUH." XD

yesterday, we watched legally blonde 1 + 2 and just hung out until everyone had left and it was over. it was really fun. ^^ ...if you didn't notice from the first 5076491846176 times I said that. >>;

after that, my sister picked me up from noelle's house and we went to Barnes and Noble and bought 2 books for our mum, as it was her birthday. while we were there, we bought ourselves lunch and drinks. sadly, something made me kind of sick and my stomach hurt for most of the day. I spent the rest of the day just laying on the couch recovering. (which is why I never came on. ^^;;;) to celebrate mum's birthday though, we went out to dinner at outback. I got chicken on the barbie. it was good! 83 and mum got sang the birthday song and got a free sunday. xD

today, I woke up, got called by justin like 2 minutes later, and ended up talking to him for something like an hour. then I watched V for Vendetta (I'm still not sure why the urge attacked), went to pick up julie, hungout at Barnes and Noble with her, got a snack there, and we figured out it was the drink that was making us sick, since aja felt sick again, and later today we're going to a folk concert. 8D;;;;

so uh...sorry for disappearing. again. x.x;;; busy few days. 8D;

YES! I LIIIIIIIIIIIVE AGAIN!
*victory dance*

ok, so now that I'm free of HOCRAP FINALS (...ok, I still have spanish, but shhhhhhh. >>;), I'd wanna do a meme to get to know all the newest additions to my flist! 8D and if I've already known you for awhile, but you still want to do this, go ahead. xD

SO! 83 ask me a questions and I'll give you an answer. then, I'll ask you a question back, and the pattern will continue until one of us finally decides to stop.

ok, so I won't be able to really come on today either. x.x;;

I took my bio final today (and did badly I think), but tomorrow I have my history, english and math final. luckily, the math is supposedly easy, and same with the english. however, I still have to finish reading To Kill a Mocking Bird for the english final (I have 84 pages left), do the 78 questions and quotes, study the vocab, write the reflective essay, and then study the 90-something vocab words for history. YAY ME! 8D;

in other words, I'll try to get on tomorrow, but I can't today.

see you tomorrow I guess? 8D;;;;;